liFe as a deSignEr..

i CANT design.. n i haf been pursuing it for almost 2 yrs plus.. hah.. so how did i manage to survive thru?? we were supposed to present our portfolio on the first day of skool.. n i compiled my 'presentable' works i haf done so far for the whole nite before skool reopens.. well, i jux cant change my last-min habit.. argh.. luckily, i was not selected to present dat day.. but my lect saw my work, and she commented abit abt it.. my pal who was there when lect was lookin thru it.. added on a comment " u design ur portfolio like u desgin ur blog".. haha well this not sth veri nice.. but i accepted it.. i realised i found joy doing up my blog but not in my work.. so when can i find joy in my work?? is my design life gona stop the moment i grad?? i hope not..